45 minutes to work

Gosh!
it's been a hectic start for a predicted hectic day
i know it's not good to sigh and complain
who cares anyway

with the paper that needs to be presented today i didn't feel pressure at all.
i woke up early in the morning. i even had time to eat breakfast which i rarely do because of time constraint. aftr breakfast i headed to work a little bit late to avoid the peak hours where there's lots of cars. traffic was smooth.. it was 8.35 a.m

so the journey to work continued to be as i expected. not until i arrived at the nilai tol. there was a major pile up from the nilai 315 exit. as i swerved through the cars left and right until i was forced to a stop. then i waited.waited. and waited some more but it only managed to budge a bit. i was nervous as i would be late as my presentation is at 9a.m.

then when 15 minutes passed by and i was still beyond the tol gate. i started to freak out. the nerves were hitting me 'big time'. phrases and words from the presentation started to flood my mind. it distracted me from focusing on the road until i realized that people were honking at me because there was a huge gap from my car to the car in front of me.

suddenly as i was proceeding closer to the car. a gigantic bus swerved in front of me taking the space. C*l***! the bus was so big it freaked me out. luckily i managed to jam the breaks. if not.....i wouldn't be here. by the way the bus was budaya bus with the plate number(hold on, i saved it somewhere) DAH9033.damn you bus driver!

so i guess i was lucky that the bus didn't hit me. but i was still late. it usually takes me 10-15 minutes to get to work. but on this particular unlucky day it took me 45 bloody minutes!

i arrived at the meeting at 9.20 a.m. i composed myself before entering the meeting room, luckily my turn wasn't up yet. so in the end, the conclusion for my presentation is= it rawked!!maybe if i wasn't in this chaos it would have turned out the other way around.. who knows.. i'm just grateful that everything turned out well and the bus didn't crash me.

moral of the story: reload your touch n go card

AKON-SERT

Check out the poster of Akon's concert in Malaysia!

failure

being a student you always want to succeed instead of failing. i haven't failed. and i don't plan to fail. who does? it's just when things go wrong i blame myself. i think most of us do..

why? it is because when carrying out tasks. literally all tasks, i perform my very best and give my all BUT certain people just do not get the meaning of good product produced from hard work.

when asked what went wrong, there's no concrete answer...
friends say it's because of unprofessional marking
biased? jealous? (insert any negative feelings here)
well i don't know~
only god knows

what on earth are they marking on?.
maybe it's a big joke for them but it's war to me.
i just don't get it. something's gone wrong.

Freeze

It’s bloody cold today

Opps, should I use bloody or ‘cooling’ today.
I hands are literally shaking in the office, in my car even though the air-conditioner is not switched on.

shiver.shiver.

Please give me some heat so that I can make myself warm…

I found it quite hard to sleep last night as it was freezing cold as well. Since I was so lazy to get up and get a blanket from the cupboard, I snatched my sister’s towel and some of her clothes since they were folded nicely in a pile near my bed. Come to think of it, yeah I was extremely lethargic to get up.

I was awoken by my sister’s screams because of what I’ve done to her clothes. Got nagged by her at 7 am in the morning! I bet she’s folding the clothes now because when I headed for work this morning I just left the clothes in a bundle with a thought that I’ll fold them later…. Later = never(hoping someone else does it).

Cold weather -->lazy -->sleepy --> an unproductive day

Ladadaa.Blurkkk..

I write when I feel bored
I write when I’m about to go to sleep
I write when my friends tell me to and..
I write when I want to

When I look back
I find my piece of writing immature
When I read it I feel funny and I can’t even sit still

Early in the morning and late at night is when I’m inspired to write
At those hours I’ll be damn sleepy but somehow my brain seems to be full of ideas
Sometimes during those hours I’m not in front of my monitor

Slowly the ideas seem to fade away
Then I forget what I was thinking to write about
And careless to update my blog

Haaaa…hu….

Now I will try to blog often
Treat my blog as my work
Something that I have to accomplish
Eventhough not daily

MAYBE

weekly

~heh